what i afraid of.

I want to write about my coach today.



I used to be a swimmer and not Im a diver.

Although swimming and diving are both individual sports, I like something like a "team" for example, wearing a team track suits,bathing suits or something like that.

I'm very proud of being a member of a team and training with the same coach.

I had noticed Canadian or westan diver change thier coach quite often; however, I cant imagine changeing a coach becasue it is not so common in Japan.

There is one more reason i don't want to change.

it is because I have the best coach I have ever met in my whole life.

It is not an exaggeration.

He is the best. I had never thought that I could meet sach a perfect coach but i did.

I met a perfect coach in Calgary.

I'm so glad to train with him.

I'm so proud of being his diver.

Of course, some people say something bad about him but I disagree.

He is the best for sure.

I totaly trust him and I want him to coach me forever...

I can believe everything what he says.


However,

there is one thing im afraid of.

when i trained in Japan, i liked to be coached by other coach because i can find mself from a different way.

But Now, I don't want anyone to coach me except him.

when he is absent, my motivation is a half...

i even feel like it s not worth to go training if he was not there.

when other coach coach me, I find myself thinking about my coach's correction.

I can't find myself like what i used to do before.


I cant believe other coach because i believe my coach sooo much...

I know to believe something/someone is very important but...

I feel I'm narrowing my world.



I don't want to be a diver who cannot believe any other coaches because of too much trust in my coach...

do i trust him too much...?

im very happy to have him as my coach but im afraid...

I'm not saying that i don't wanna believe him but...


I dont know if i had exprained well but im afraid anyway...